Friends

I need 'em. Like real true real real friends.
Not acquaintances. Not superficial relationships.

Friends. Real friends.

And I know who those friends should be, I know I know I just know.
One of them includes Jaden, my childhood buddie.
There are others too.

They seem like they want to hang around me.
But I just can't seem to talk or approach them like I want need to.
BLEH.

I think it may be because all the friends I've had over the past 6 years haven't treated me well.
At all.
(Excluding Lakewood buddy-family-loves. <3)